One day, I might be murdered. I have zero reason to believe this, but my mind states it as fact. For years I have had the recurring thought that somehow, someway, I am not safe…and I thought this was “normal”, like I just had these racing paranoid thoughts and people thought I was weird 🤷🏼♀️Continue reading “Perfectly Paranoid”
Tag Archives: Bipolar
Somewhere In-between
I am feeling myself slipping Down Down Down… …Into the depression mess I have been so thankful to avoid. I feel like I got a lot done with this last boost of energy, like cleaned the house and tied up loose ends. I even made positive decisions this time, instead of following my impulses likeContinue reading “Somewhere In-between”
First World Anxiety
Anx+I+EtyA nervous disorder characterized by a state of excessive uneasiness and apprehension, typically with compulsive behavior or panic attacks. Oxford Languages Today was a pretty anxious day since it was an extremely windy one. So windy, in fact, that it tore the siding from my work’s building. I am thankful that it was mainly myContinue reading “First World Anxiety”
Undiagnosed 